On My Own
(Lea Salonga)
one of my favorite songs ^^;
karelate again

And now Im all alone again
no where to turn no one to
go to
Without a home without a
friend without a face to say
hello to And now the night is near
now I can make believe hes
here Sometimes I walk alone at
night when everybody
else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm
happy with
the company I'm keeping The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head On my own,
Pretending he's beside me,
All alone, I walk with him till
morning.
Without him, I feel his arms
around me, And when I lose my way, I
close my eyes,
And he has found me... In the rain,
The pavement shines like
silver,
All the lights are misty in the
river,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me,
Forever and forever... And I know it's only in my
mind,
That I'm talking to myself
and not to him,
And although I know that he
is blind, Still I say, there's a way for
us... I love him,
But when the night is over,
He is gone, the river's just a
river
Without him the world
around me changes, The trees are bare and
everywhere the streets are
full of strangers. I love him,
But everyday I'm learning,
All my life,
I've only been pretending,
Without me,
His world will go on turning, A world that's full of
happiness,
That I have never known... I love him... I love him...
I love him... But only on my
own...

When I Met You Lyrics

There I was, an empty piece
of a shell,
Just minding my own world;
Without even knowin' what
love and life were all about
Then you came, You brought me out of the
shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew, there I
was so in love with you You gave me a reason for my
being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to
my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met
you I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on
to something good
And I'm sure, my love for
you will endure Your love will light up my
world;
And take all my cares away
With the aching part of me You gave me a reason for my
being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to
my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met
you You taught me how to love
You showed me how
tomorrow and today
My love is diff'rent from the
yesterday
I knew, you taught me to love
And darling I will always
cherish you today
Tomorrow and forever And I'm sure when evening
comes around
I know we'll be making love
like never before
My love, who could ask for
more You gave me a reason for my
being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to
my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met
you When I met you You gave me a reason for my
being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to
my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met
you
When I met you

I post this very beautiful song because I can relate myself to its message. ^^;

shocks! T.T

Shocks!

And so it began. Just like in business, I have competitors. I have fellow admirers. And the worst thing is I don't have any advantage over them. I thought I was the only one who could appreciate his beauty, whether it's inside or out. I planned to let him know. But I just realized that I should not. I don't want to do something I will be ashamed of in the future. I mean, just in case this feeling's gone, I have nothing to worry for I never uttered words.

On the brighter side, I almost finnished my exams. I've got only two more subjects to go and that's by tomorrow, saturday, for the accounting and on tuesday for the math.

That's all for today. ^^;

back to blogging! ^^;

well yeah.

I am back to blogging again after 48 years! LOL. just kidding. Well, from this day on, you will be able to witness the fall of ice in to someone not really goodlooking. Shocking, isn't it? But yeah just like the typical telenovela slash teleserye theme, I am attracted not because of the physical aspects and I don't really know the reason why I am attracted to this guy.

In relation to this, I can again relate to the songs I am listening. ^^; there's that "kilig" factor again. Paradoxically, I have no intentions of having a relationship with him. I mean serious relationship or affair. But why? Why....?!! It's uhmm... I don't know again. And enough for that. ^^;

It's our exam week! I took my first test this day. And I have seven more subjects to go so I better end this post. The end. ^^;

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Love is a game i can't seem to win.

I'm missing the FAKE sweetness someone whom I fell in love to. That was quite sometime ago but I think I haven't got over it. 'i luv u' wasn't the phrase he told me that made me fall for this person but it was 'hindi kita papabayaan' gosh! Ang laki ng impact nun sakin that time. Maybe because I was longing for something like that. For someone who would take me seriously. For the person that would accept my whole being.But as I mentioned, that was quite sometime ago and from the time I knew something I never expected this person would do to me, started my hatred for men in my generation. I told myself 'walang MATINONG lalake ang papatol sa katulad kong bakla' and I think mahirap nang mabago ang paniniwala kong ito. It's just so difficult to believe that there's a straight man who would seriously fall in love with a gay, practically speaking. But there may be a portion of me that is hoping there is and what's lacking is just the time. I mean time will come, the right person for me will just appear before my very eyes and we will live happily ever after because I also believe that fairy tales do come true.